I've been having a rough week this week, at least emotionally. As some of you may know my now ex-boyfriend came out and told me that he was cheating, and he was going to marry the other girl. He also said he was sorry for saying that he loved me. Anyways ever since then, I've been falling apart more. (I almost started crying the other day at work when a customer got mad at me!)
A couple of days ago my brother's girlfriend, was admitted to hospital because the doctors thought the baby she's carrying (my nephew) was trying to come early (I won't elaborate on details!). So my mom and I have been watching her three youngest girls (two have a different father but call my brother "Daddy" and the youngest is my brother's biological daughter) in addition to taking care of my sister's six girls. Anyways, the doctors want to keep Stephanie (my brothers gf) in hospital for two weeks since they think she's over worked and that's causing her body to get ready to have the baby early, and now she's developed gestational diabetes.
I just found out that my sister has turned away from God. She's become a Wiccan. I don't know if I should tell my parents or what. She used to be a Christian. It would hurt my whole family if they found out. My sister used to have a pretty solid walk with God.
I'm not 100% sure how much more of this kinda stuff i can take. I can barely find 10 minutes for myself without someone wanting to be with me or I end up taking a nap which wouldn't last long