As most of you know, I have been struggling with my faith, my salvation (I wasn't sure of it) and such lately. Well, last night, I finally had enough of it. I got down and prayed for...I dunno, a little while. I was torn up inside, and so I wasn't entirely peaceful, but deep down inside I felt peace. I told Satan to get behind me. Today, during the church service, it was peaceful, as well.
Let me reiterate that last statement; every Sunday I would feel as if I had messed up and such, and that I wasn't saved. Today, it felt simply as if I needed to improve in that part of my life, not that I wasn't saved.
I feel as if I am out of my pit, finally. Last Wednesday the youth pastor said you could not be saved when you wanted to; only after you realized what a dirty, rotten sinner you were could you be saved. I believe I have done that before, but I got serious last night.
However, I would like you to continue to pray for me. Someone once said, "If you aren't coming out of a storm, you are going into one." What he means by that is we are constantly being tried by Satan, constantly being tempted. God also puts us through trials to strengthen our faith. So, I thank you all for your support, and I ask that you continue to support me as I grow as a child of God.