Postby ClaecElric4God » Thu Jul 24, 2014 6:47 am
I want to praise God for my job. Where to start...Well, I'm hoping to be in school in Japan by the fall semester of next year, as some of you know. But the biggest thing in the way of that is finances. I wasn't sure how God was planning on providing that, since "going to school" isn't really missions, so I couldn't raise support from churches and, well, I'm not abundantly wealthy. But I found a job opening for what seems like a fairly above average while job-hunting online, back in December. I applied there as well as a few other places and didn't think much of it. I figured "I'm not going to make enough at a minimum wage job to support myself, so God will have to do something crazy, but in the meantime I might as well stay busy." Well, two months down the road I hadn't heard anything and assumed it was over. But then I got a call for an initial interview, after which I was told they'd get back with me. Well, another couple months down the road, I assumed that was the end of it again, and I was sort of frustrated, but in the meantime I got a good ol' part-time job at a grocery store. Well, due to either a discrepancy or some confusion on my part, I got an email from the company I applied at letting me know that they thought I was great, but they didn't need me. I'd kind of staked a lot on getting that job, in spite of trying to convince myself that it wasn't going to happen, so when I actually got clarification that it wasn't going to happen, I was...really upset. I struggled with it a couple days and was like "God, why didn't that work? What do You want me to do?" But I finally gave it up, threw my hands up, and said "Okay, Lord, if that wasn't your will, then I'll just keep being patient and trust You. Because I know You want me in Japan, so it'll happen." And it was literally like...two days later that I got another phone call from the company to offer me the job. Turns out the email had been about a different job I applied for to the same company. But it's truly awesome how God worked that out, because it was like He needed me to give up, let go, and trust Him wholly instead of relying on myself, before He was ready to give me what I wanted. Anyways, a few more months down the road, and I've been working here for 5 weeks now. And I can't get over how awesome God is. Opportunities like this don't just present themselves. I can attribute my position to nothing less than the grace of God, because this job is such an incredible blessing. The wage ended up being a fair bit higher than I originally thought, and it's a full-time job with benefits, located about 5 miles away from me. Lord-willing, it will easily get me through at least my first year of college, at which point once again I'm intending to lean wholly on God to provide. But I just want to praise God with all of my heart for this job. It amazes me, when I really think about it, how I got where I am. God's awesome and I hope I never get over it.
He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God? -Micah 6:8 KJV
They have shewed thee, O teen, what is good; and what doth the world require of thee, but to fit in, be wealthy, have good looks, and be rebellious? -Peer Pressure 1:1
"I hate milk; it's like drinking vomit." -Edward Elric and me.
ClaecElric4God in regards to Wolfsong - You're the coolness scraped off the top of this morning's ice cream, after being pulled out of a beautiful summer day!