Hey guys, I'm sorry I haven't been on in a few days. Things have been a bit overwhelming. To put it short...
1. My mom's sick. When it first came up, she had a bad headache and her nose was running. The day after, she had a fever. The day after that, she couldn't stop sneezing and her eyes were red and watery. The day after that, she couldn't stop coughing. Now she feels very fatigued and it's lasted the last two days. So as you can see, her symptoms change every day, and it's really keeping her feeling down and out. She can't take off of work either, so it's even harder on her.
2. I have to take care of her on top of carrying a lot of responsibilities with school. I'm also transferring to a university this summer, and with her being sick, we haven't had as much time as I would've liked to start getting paperwork together for my financial aid. This and a few other factors are also limiting the amount of time I have to get other school requirements done, and that feels pretty stressful.
3. Classes are going well so far, but they're very hard, and I'm hoping that I can stay afloat. I have my first midterm in 2 weeks, and the instructor admits that it's a very hard test. Few people make A's on this midterm. I'm just hoping I can get a passing grade, because it's 20% of my final grade.
4. There are two other things, but one's a long story that I don't feel like typing out (and even if I did feel like it, I wouldn't have time), and the other is sort've personal.
5. Overall, I just feel really drained from all of this. I'm still relying on God and all, but I just sort've feel really tired and fatigued from it all. There are those of you who know that I've had issues with depression in the past, and I'm feeling a small bit of it now... Not as bad as it used to be, but it's not really helping. But regardless, I'll keep pressing on. Please pray that I'm able to fight all this and do what I need to do. I'm going to be okay, I'm just sort've feeling overwhelmed at the moment.
Thanks!