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Postby **Atria35** » Sat Apr 16, 2011 3:07 pm

ADXC (post: 1472084) wrote:Htom, if she is the woman for you, she will see you and accept you like God does.

This. All the way. Wishing you luck!

Postby **Htom Sirveaux** » Mon Apr 18, 2011 7:26 pm

Just back from seeing her for a movie date. I told her about my past and assured her that my old habits were dead and gone. She still forgave me, and even though she had more right to call us quits than I could have guessed, she still loves me. She's a true blessing and no mistake.

Postby **shooraijin** » Mon Apr 18, 2011 7:29 pm

That's very good to hear.

Postby **Mr. SmartyPants** » Tue Apr 19, 2011 1:02 am

Htom Sirveaux (post: 1472774) wrote:Just back from seeing her for a movie date. I told her about my past and assured her that my old habits were dead and gone. She still forgave me, and even though she had more right to call us quits than I could have guessed, she still loves me. She's a true blessing and no mistake.

Still feeling cynical about humanity?

Nah but seriously, I'm super DUPER excited for you. What's her name? What she look like? Let us knoooow. Show us a couples photo! Take her with you to Otakon. If you do I may have to visit after all.

Postby **Htom Sirveaux** » Tue Apr 19, 2011 4:18 pm

I'll see if I can get a picture of us for the "Post Your Pic" thread.

Postby **bakura91** » Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:51 pm

I need some prayers Ive been in denial about it for years but today Ive realized I have a porn addiction. I used to look at that term and think "Oh some people are addicted but not me, my use of porn isnt unhealthy" but after really becoming a believer Ive felt guilt and honestly looked at my behaviors and its extremely clear.

Postby **MrKrillz0r** » Thu Apr 21, 2011 5:00 pm

I've been there myself, but God saved me from it. I'm praying you'll find the strenght to get away from it, remember nothing is impossible for Jesus!

If you ever feel the need to talk to someone about it feel free to PM me.

Postby **shooraijin** » Thu Apr 21, 2011 8:28 pm

Let's move this into the mature thread.

Postby **bakura91** » Fri Apr 22, 2011 5:23 pm

MrKrillz0r wrote:I've been there myself, but God saved me from it. I'm praying you'll find the strenght to get away from it, remember nothing is impossible for Jesus!

If you ever feel the need to talk to someone about it feel free to PM me.

Thank you!

Postby **broly146** » Tue Apr 26, 2011 10:52 pm

I've had that battle too. I struggle everyday to stay away from it. It is an impossible battle without Jesus.

http://myanimelist.net/profile/ShaylaBot · Postby **Makachop^^128** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 2:22 am

I have no idea if I should make a new thread about this or if its ok to post it here, but tonight I well um...had a really bad day and I've been really depressed in general and started like scratching myself so much it broke skin, I've never done this and it kinda freaked me out. I used to cut myself, and I really really don't wanna start again, please pray it doesn't start again. I don't know that this is the right place to put this but oh well v.v

Postby **Xeno** » Fri Apr 29, 2011 3:05 am

Maka, while I've never had a problem with cutting or scratching like that I have had depression issues before. I know it can be very hard on someone. I'll be praying for you, and I hope you start to feel more confident. The light at the end of the tunnel isn't always a train coming towards you...unless you're Wile E. Coyote, in which case it absolutely is always a train.

http://myanimelist.net/profile/ShaylaBot · Postby **Makachop^^128** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 1:33 am

I started cutting again :/ I failed I guess >< please pray

Postby **Sheenar** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 4:05 am

I wish I knew what to say. Just know you are not alone. I haven't had issues with cutting, but have scratched myself in the past like you described. Depression is a real hard struggle.

Don't focus so much on your failures --but give them to the Lord and move on. I find when I am starting to spiral into a depressive episode, finding something to do with my hands (like a craft or volunteering) helps keep me from spiraling down so far. Also playing music with uplifting lyrics helps. Grounding exercises (deep breathing, etc.) are also really good at keeping a situation from escalating.

God still loves you. Nothing you have done or will do will change that fact.

Postby **broly146** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 7:13 am

Maka, God loves you VERY much. Remember that He has always watched over, even in the hard times. When you get through this it will make you even stronger. I have never cut myself before, but I have done other things regarding an attempted suicide...so remember, you have friends who are willing to help you get through this hard time. I can't tell you how much it hurts me to see you go through this, but I know that I need to help you. I wish I could physically be there to comfort you in this hard time, but all I can do is encourage you to get through this and pray.

http://myanimelist.net/profile/ShaylaBot · Postby **Makachop^^128** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 11:03 am

I wish I knew what to say. Just know you are not alone. I haven't had issues with cutting, but have scratched myself in the past like you described. Depression is a real hard struggle.

Don't focus so much on your failures --but give them to the Lord and move on. I find when I am starting to spiral into a depressive episode, finding something to do with my hands (like a craft or volunteering) helps keep me from spiraling down so far. Also playing music with uplifting lyrics helps. Grounding exercises (deep breathing, etc.) are also really good at keeping a situation from escalating.

God still loves you. Nothing you have done or will do will change that fact.

I have been painting and other things but every time I do I get more depressed :/ like I can't do anything for anyone else....but this summer I am gonna volunteer, so maybe that would help

Maka, God loves you VERY much. Remember that He has always watched over, even in the hard times. When you get through this it will make you even stronger. I have never cut myself before, but I have done other things regarding an attempted suicide...so remember, you have friends who are willing to help you get through this hard time. I can't tell you how much it hurts me to see you go through this, but I know that I need to help you. I wish I could physically be there to comfort you in this hard time, but all I can do is encourage you to get through this and pray.

Thank you Broly >< means a lot

I am kinda suicidal, not too bad so I'm trying to not get there >< used to be worse.

Postby **broly146** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 11:11 am

I am just trying to help you get through this. I consider you a friend and I help my friends no matter what they are going through.

Postby **Okami** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 12:08 pm

Makachop^^128 (post: 1475527) wrote:I started cutting again :/ I failed I guess >< please pray

As a recovering self-injurer I understand...and one of the biggest lies is that a setback automatically equals failure. But if you earnestly seek to move beyond the episode, then in no way can it be a failure. (and as I see it, you've taken the first step beyond by admitting it here.) Psalm 42 is a place I turn when I am haunted with depression and the longing to injure to renew my strength...I hope it can bring you some peace, as well. I'm praying for you, Maka...lean on Him, He's our only hope to overcome the pain.

Postby **Atria35** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 1:52 pm

Been praying for you, Maka. You're a great person, and God loves you!

Postby **broly146** » Sat Apr 30, 2011 2:04 pm

I agree! You are a wonderful person...you just need to let God show that to you.

Postby **Midori** » Fri May 06, 2011 10:27 pm

Well, as some of you may know, I have been struggling against pornography for many years, about eight or nine to be precise. For years I have been praying that God would fix me of this, but he did not. Instead, he assured me that I was a redeemed and valuable child of his, even with my problems. But he has not yet healed me of my addiction, which has had as strong a hold on me as any physical illness.

But today I think he is calling me away from that. I must be cleansed now. I would like everyone's prayers and support so that I can keep my trust in his healing powers, and that I will not slip up or fall behind any longer. I realize that as a leader here, my role is to serve and not to be served, but I would like you all to help me through this anyway. This will be the next step in my faith, and it is a big one. Please be with me.

http://myanimelist.net/profile/ShaylaBot · Postby **Makachop^^128** » Fri May 06, 2011 10:45 pm

Thanks guys for praying for me >.< I only cut myself really once...and thats really good ^,^

Postby **mysngoeshere56** » Fri May 06, 2011 11:24 pm

I'll be praying for you, Makachop. I've dealt with self-injury in the past myself. It's been years since I've given in, but I still feel the temptation every now and again. If you need to talk, feel free to send me a PM.

And Midori, I'll be praying for you too. I've never really had a struggle with porn, but several of my friends have. But, even though I haven't had much of an issue with that particular addiction, I have had issues with other cravings. I'm no better than anybody else as far as addictions go, and I know they can be hard to break... But through the power of Christ, we can overcome (and that part applies to you too, Makachop).

And don't worry about the whole "leaders should serve and not be served" thing. As a brother in Christ, we are to lift you up when the going gets rough.

Thank you for all the time you spend helping out the forum, and thank you for sharing what you needed to share with us.

Postby **Riggidig** » Sat May 07, 2011 1:24 am

Makachop^^128 (post: 1475331) wrote:I have no idea if I should make a new thread about this or if its ok to post it here, but tonight I well um...had a really bad day and I've been really depressed in general and started like scratching myself so much it broke skin, I've never done this and it kinda freaked me out. I used to cut myself, and I really really don't wanna start again, please pray it doesn't start again. I don't know that this is the right place to put this but oh well v.v

You're not alone Maka. I also hurt myself at times when it gets too much for me. Will be praying.

Postby **MrKrillz0r** » Sun May 15, 2011 4:07 am

Praying for you Midori!

Postby **Okami** » Sat May 21, 2011 9:26 pm

I've been nine months abstinent. That being said, I've felt weaker since coming home from college - there isn't constant activity or people around me. Last night I stumbled briefly onto some pornographic images during regular browsing (Regular browsing as in sites I visit multiple times daily, and when I say briefly, I mean, like, "Oh! Crap! Keep scrolling, KEEP SCROLLING - and DON'T you dare go back to it...DON'T DWELL ON IT. ASDFGHJKL." type of briefly.) God was able to show me that I was able to move on and not focus on it...but as I found myself laying in bed later on, it seemed those glimpses of risque material were burned in the front of my mind, and I found myself with tears streaming, asking God to help me forget and let me sleep peacefully.

I want to keep on persevering, as my mentor challenged me to do over the summer. I want to keep fighting, and prove myself to be able to fight this battle. Lust is still a constant challenge - I envy those who don't battle it, or don't battle it to my extent. Nine months is amazing, because before this year, I've only ever gone four months tops - once. I thank God for that, for this continual strength and guidance. I want to trust that I can continue to lean on Him when things are tough, because He's proven Himself to be so faithful in my need...

Postby **Atria35** » Sun May 22, 2011 4:16 am

I'm glad to hear that you were able to stay strong. Especially since it was so hard for you! Praying, Okami!

Postby **TopazRaven** » Sun May 22, 2011 6:11 am

I'll be praying for you as well Okami. Stay strong!

Postby **JunjouShaneru** » Sun May 22, 2011 1:23 pm

Hi I'm new here and I'm so glad I came across this site. I've been watching anime since 2005 (well if you don't include the children genre of anime). I really love it! But let me cut right to the chase. In 2006 my spirituality started to grow in ways I could have never imagined, but at the same time so did my curiosity about my sexual side (which God made us to be anyway). The problem is instead of turning to God and handling it the right way, In 2007 I discovered hentai (pornographic anime) and that's where everything went wrong. Curiosity, became guilt and guilt became addiction (mild, but still cutting my soul each time I watch it). This is what I came to this site to do: confess. My mom (she's like my best friend) knows about my problem, but I don't think she knows exactly what kind of support I need. I've prayed and everything, but it's like I didn't want to stop (I'm sure a few people will know what I mean). Well I'm sick and tired of this and I want to turn over a new leaf, but I really need some support and prayers. Thank you for reading this, and well this is the start of my healing process. 10:23 P.M. South Africa

Postby **JunjouShaneru** » Wed May 25, 2011 7:53 am

I'm so glad I found this site... I have loved watching anime my whole life, but only really got into it the year 2005. In 2006 me and my friends prayed for someone and amazing things started to happen, and my faith grew in ways I could have never imagined. That same year someone I met on the net made me curious about my sexual side. Which I guess was normal, I would've gotten curious about it sooner or later (I was 16 for pete's sake), but something awful happened and I discovered hentai (anime pornography) and ever since then for 5 long, guilt-ridden years, I've been plagued with this addiction (no use in calling it anything else). I told my Mom about it 2 years after it started, and she really tried to help in her own way, but in the end I guess she can't really give me the support I need. So in short I came here to confess and ask for help...I can't even go to church or to my normal bible activities on my own, because I feel too guilty. Even I know that God is ready to reach out and take my hand anytime, I just feel that I can't do it. Please pray for me and if you have any advice, I would appreciate it.

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