Hey everyone,
There's something that's been bothering me a lot, especially lately. This is related to anime and God. I am basically confused. Or maybe I know the answer and I just don't like it. Either way, I'd like to know what you guys think. I did send a message to someone here cause I wanted to talk about it with this person and find out what the person thinks. I hope the person didn't take the message the wrong way, that's why I decided to post it here.
This is something kind of personal and that's why I wasn't sure if I should post it here. But here we go ...
I admit that the holy spirit reveals more things to me the more I grow in God. I sometimes do feel that a lot of the topics or things in anime are probably things that God does not like. I've mentioned before that I've only watched a few of them, but even in some movies, I get this little feeling inside (holy spirit maybe?) that I probably shouldn't watch it, or my heart starts to beat a little faster. There has been times when I ignore this feeling because I like the anime. Because some of the things that are in many of these anime series or movies are things that maybe can only be seen in the spiritual realm, may affect us in some ways and we may not know it. May be it sounds like I am exaggerating but this has been bothering me.
Let me give you an example. Miyazaki movies are good examples. We know that there are many things there that's related to spirits, idols, etc. Because these are things that we are watching, even if we don't believe in them, there's a possibility that we are inviting in these spirits into our homes, and in ourselves. We may not be able to see it, but it's a possibility that this may happen. I want to please God and I want to what is right. However, this feeling doesn't leave me alone and I know that most animes have things related to spirits (mostly evil spirits), idol worshipers, witch craft, etc. I feel like I need to accept this but at the same time it's hard for me to let it go because I really do enjoy watching anime. I can't think of any from the top of my head that don't have anything related to spirits and stuff like that.
Honestly, I used to think that maybe it's just something that is part of their culture and I didn't have to believe in it just because I watched it. I used to think, "well if it doesn't affect me in any way, then it's ok to watch it", but I am starting to think that it may affect me in ways that cannot be seen.
I already struggle with things on my own like many of us do. Being a Christian doesn't mean your problems go away. I try to be a better person, to seek God more, and to please him. I don't want to invite the enemy into my life by watching things that promote spirits and such. I just wanted to share this with you guys.
It is pretty personal but I felt like I had to tell someone who might understand me.
Let me know what you guys think.
Thanks!