Today I tried to install Ubuntu. Notthe wisest thing I've ever done.
Ok, let me give you some background. I'm STILL running good old XP, with themes turn off to enhance (more like enable) performance. I've used Windows 7 at my uncles house and have been wanting a new operating system since then, I think. Usually I don't act upon this desire but Ubuntu looked very impressive. (BTW is this what Jesus meant when He said that if something causes us to sin we should throw it out? I would hate to have to stop using my uncle's computer but obedience to Christ comes first.)
So, I first tried the Windows Installer. Didn't work---kept giving me an error message. Can't remember it, but I know at the title bar it said 'No Disk.' Then I tried to do the CD install. Got the program but the process kept canceling itself/giving me an error. Strange... Supernatural?
Then I tried installing it to my external hard drive. After what felt like hours of deleting my old backups and trying to move the Ubuntu stuff to it, I couldn't figure out how to boot it. I looked online---too much techno mumbo-jumbo for a programming barely-literate like me.
By now I was in tears. Then I had thought:Maybe I should be thankful for what I have? Now I know the Spirit gave me this thought. So, I prayed earnestly to God, more earnestly than ever before or when I was praising Him for Ubuntu, I think. I went and ate some dinner and felt much better. Now, I just feel content. Content with my slow, not-so-beautiful XP. I prayed for a storm to come so I wouldn't have the opportunity or the temptation to mess with Ubuntu again. Almost immediately I heard thunder.
I guess now I can truly say I have a 'Spirit-experience.' I guess God used Ubuntu in a different way than I planned to use it. I think I used glorifying God as an excuse when really I just wanted it for my own selfish purposes and didn't want to admit it. After all if something fails this much there must be some involvement from above.
Anyway the moral is, be thankful for what you have. (KJV) Hebrews 13:5 [Let your] conversation [be] without covetousness; [and be] content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.