CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

Wall of indifference (Rune's peom)
I sit here in silence
As I look at you
When did it get so bad?
Wall of indifference
Between me and you
When did it get this bad?
I hate the silence
But it keeps out the pain
How did it get this bad?
I’m sorry I’m like this
But I’m unwilling to change
& so I make you sad.
Sorrow overwhelms me
But not tears I shed
How did I get this bad?

Ode to Alacard
I fell back into myself
Closed my heart up tight
You tried to pull me out
But I pushed you away
You told me to trust you
But trust I can’t do
I want to be near you
Just don’t get to close
You say I keep secrets
& I guess I do
You want to know me
But you wouldn’t if you knew

Solei
Smile as bright as the golden sunlight
Only you can make day from night
Lovely, sweet & smart
Everyone can see you have a kind heart
I know your name and they do too
Solei heart of true blue

When I was young the window was open wide
I’d stare out wistfully at the outside
The more you said the more it shut
Until completely from the outside I was cut
Finally pulled the curtains and sighed
And in the darkness I chose to hid.
Forever hid…
Until you broke inside…

Secret Heart
(Kiba's story from Secret war)
Darkness surrounds me
fading into a dream like state
as I grip the knife
trust the blade & pour out a life
like the tears down my face
this isn't the way I wanted it to end
I wish I could start all over again
As I turn around
Rage filled eyes stare me down
cry out as I drop to my knees
"You have to know it wasn't me!"
The blame, the guilt, the sin, the pain.
Laughs of joy gice out to endless rain
Where has love gone?
Where has joy gone?
I can no longer stand me
Is there a way for me to be free?
I'm sorry I hurt you, I’m sorry for the pain
I must go before there is nothing left to gain
Where has love gone?
Where has joy gone?
As I slid into darkness