CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

plz ppl don't think i'm mad at any of you. this is just something that i started writing just now. plz don't be offened.
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i hear you calling
but it's faint
i see your light
but it's faint
once again these walls feel like they're closing in
i'm in a lead box
and i'm dying for breath
i need you to breath in me once more
come back
come back to me
why did you leave
do i not matter
no
you didn't leave
i left
and i don't think i can come back
i'd like to come back
but i'm lost
i'm lost in the darness
this none stop darkness
i'm not even on a path
i'm in darkness
i see a light
but it's faint
are you holding the light
is that you
why don't you come and help me
why don't you bring me on the right path again
i shout for help
but i have no sound
no one hears me
i'm all alone
i'm gunna die
i don't want to die
not yet at least
i'm scared
does anyone care
have you all gotten on with your lives
are you all happier without me
fine
live your greedy little lives
you'll regret it
you'll regret not having me around
the light...it leaves
i can't see it anymore
have you given up on looking for me
do i not matter anymore
i hear another shout...
it's just as quite as mine was
can i help them
can they help me
maybe we can help each other
i look for the person
it's to dark
i'll never find them here in this complete and utter darkness
i can’t see
it’s just too dark
i hear things
not things that i think could save me
but things that scare me
things that i think could and probably want to kill me
am i going to die right here and now
will I die here sad scared and alone
does anyone care
do I matter at all
do I matter to you

i like this a lot! ^^ very inspirational ^^ i like
keep writing ^^ i can't wait to see more ^^

I won't give up on you, Kris, and I know there are so many people here on CAA who feel the same! I'm sorry that I don't help you as I should. Please believe that I mean to. I am trying, but I'm afraid I fail miserably most of the time. Sorry.

girlnija...i know you think this poem may be just for pplz amusment but for me...poetry is my excape...my way of showing the true me. it's okay though. i'm glad you like it.

magnafanatic, i know you care...and that is all i need. that alone helps me in my fight...evertime i know a person cares...it's like...i gain more HP. lol i don't know how else to explain it. i'm fighting a really big boss....and cares are my HP...ppl PMing or IMing me letting me know they care gives me extra HP. lol this is why i love CAA so much...ppl here care...and let you know it. i thank you all....even those that don't post here but just read. i thank you.

c.t.,girl wrote:girlnija...i know you think this poem may be just for pplz amusment but for me...poetry is my excape...my way of showing the true me. it's okay though. i'm glad you like it.

magnafanatic, i know you care...and that is all i need. that alone helps me in my fight...evertime i know a person cares...it's like...i gain more HP. lol i don't know how else to explain it. i'm fighting a really big boss....and cares are my HP...ppl PMing or IMing me letting me know they care gives me extra HP. lol this is why i love CAA so much...ppl here care...and let you know it. i thank you all....even those that don't post here but just read. i thank you.

I feel the same way when I'm facing a really tough trial.

Poetry is always part of what we feel inside. I've learned that and it's annoying that i cant find any of the poetry that i wrote when i was depressed cuz that could probably help you. Just knowing that you're not the only one who has gone through these things. Glomps chris

The poem itself is a really good one

hehe it's okay kura. your words right here are good enough. ^^d i thank you.

Oooh, yeah! You wrote a poem! I like it! Will say more later, need sleep.

For me peotry is a way of pooring all of these things that I get inside of me out into words. You capture those well.

actually, brock, i know i can't scare you...i've known that for a while.

i hope i can handle it as well...i'll try my hardest to keep on pressing on.

well i post randomly when i don't really care...yah i know i should care but...psh, whatever.

<<that alone helps me in my fight...evertime i know a person cares...it's like...i gain more HP. lol i don't know how else to explain it. i'm fighting a really big boss....and cares are my HP...ppl PMing or IMing me letting me know they care gives me extra HP. lol this is why i love CAA so much...ppl here care...and let you know it. i thank you all....even those that don't post here but just read. i thank you.>>
I really really really care! *HP +10000* ^^ *glomp* I hope you beat your boss!

hehe thanks angel. i hope i beat it too...one day i think i just might beat it.

i know what you mean, you said earlier that poetry is your way to escape well its the same here. it's like the only time your truly yourself is when your writing, and the words start to come to you and you get lost in them. its like your way of protecting yourself because you can tell the world whats inside your soul and yet at the same time no one fully comprehends how deep the words are how rooted they are inside you. its like your message that needs to be heard that your too afraid to speak. i'm here for you and i do care.