I wrote this poem to show how I was feeling for a while about the chaos that going on around me. I know it's dark but just feel like this right now...
The Jester
Darkness linger
a pain that never settles
Anger seems to run never ending
chaotic, a darness, a painful darkness
Something little
acts like a trigger, brings the darkness back
Something beyond control
no more little voice
something has to change
so tired now
Is this all?
What happened to a new life?
What has changed now?
That never ending darkness...
Just empty
No new beginnings
That stupid smile
empty promises
A new face, a mask
but that same stupid smile
Like a jester...
The Jester...
The mom is dead...
Only mother is left
Whats now to leave?
My inner pain whears the mask of The Jester.