It seems like faith for a wife for me is hard to come by, and when I do get some it goes away in a few days leaving me lonely and depressed again.
Remember, I an introvert. So I don't really need that many close friends to be happy. Actually, when I'm not worried about being alone I'm usually happy when I'm just going to church a couple times a week and spending most of my time alone. But yeah, since last time. I actually tried for the girls I was interested in, and I was basically rejected both times. So it's not like I'm doing nothing.