The past week, I've had a very tiring time, starting with a nightmare a week ago, shortly followed by what I think was an encounter with an evil spirit, and two unnerving phone calls later that week. I've been paranoid and scared since then, and I'm seeking God for comfort and guidance right now, but it's just hard. From what my friend and I understand, God allowed this to happen because of my un-reliance on Him for the past several months, and my dependence on my non-believing boyfriend for comfort and peace (where, trust me, I'm not getting much as of now). Things have been hard, as I've been obsessed with trying to find a way to help my boyfriend spiritually, and how I wish things could work out with him. I've come to "over care" about him, you could say, in the sense that I focus too much on him and place him up on the "throne of my heart" as my friend has put it. I'm trying really hard to refocus my attention on Jesus Christ as I go through this ordeal, and hope to accomplish this somehow, and still care for my boyfriend, if in a much better and purer way as God wants me to.
In short, please pray for me and against this demon oppression, because I do absolutely horrible with fear. Pray that the Lord gives me comfort, peace, and security in Him, and no other. Also, please pray for me that I can do what God wants me to do in Him, and that I come to rely on Him only, as I'm sure He's wanted me to do all this time.